— meet the blogger —

  • Do you usually sleep with your closet door open or closed? I close it. Actually, a have a floor fan that keeps it closed since it won’t shut and always squeaks open.
  • Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotels? Uuuh yes I do!
  • Where is your next vacation? No idea dude.
  • Who do you think reads these? Nobody really until they fill these out themselves.
  • Do you have a calendar in your room? I have one every year but this year because the one I made up for myself…well, I never sent it in to wal-mart to make heh heh.
  • What’s your plan for the day? Make Garth gifs and some Jensen ones for my friend!
  • Are you reading any books right now? Alex Cross by James Patterson
  • Do you ever count your steps when you walk? Noooo.
  • Do you ever dance even if there’s no music playing? Sometimes, depending on the situation I guess.
  • Do you chew your pens and pencils? Yeeeeah I do.
  • What is your “Song of the Week”? “Numb” by Linkin Park
  • Is it okay for guys to wear pink? Sure!
  • Do you still watch cartoons? Naaah dude.
  • What do you drink with dinner? Dr. Pepper, nigga. Sorry. Sister’s rubbing off on me.
  • What do you dip Chicken Nuggets in? Honey mustard mmmm.
  • What is your favorite food/cuisine? Pasta pasta pasta!
  • What movies could you watch over and over and still love? Pirates of the Caribbean, Star Wars, my 80s movies omg I love them so much, and The Beatles movies <3
  • When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper? Today actually! Didn’t buy a card for my mom, but instead wrote her a letter.
  • Can you change the oil on a car? I don’t even have a license, what makes you think I have a car?
  • Best thing to eat for breakfast? Well if I got up early enough for breakfast….probably blueberry pancakes. I am craving them, man. But when I get up around lunch, my go-to is Dr. Pepper and beefaroni.
  • What is your usual bedtime? Sunrise.
  • Are you lazy? Eeeeh sometimes maybe?
  • Afraid of heights? You know, I’m not really. But when I see people on really high roof tops, I feel dizzy.
  • Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?  Pediatric nurse
  • Hot tea or cold tea: Cold
  • Tea or coffee? Tea. Can’t stand the taste of coffee but the smell mmmm!
  • Favorite kind of cookie? Chocolate chip <3
  • Can you swim well? Yush!
  • Can you hold your breath w/o manually holding your nose? Yes
  • Who do you want to see right now? Crowley. Yeeeah I don’t know what it is about him this week. I think he’s my favorite character of the week.

— Meet the blogger —

  • Name: Christina
  • Height: 6’0
  • Eye Color:  Hazel
  • Birthday:  February 3rd
  • Favorite color: Purple
  • Best school subject(s): History
  • Mac or PC: PC
  • Current shirt color: Darkgreen
  • Day or night: Night
  • Celebrity crush: Jared and Jensen < 3
  • Favorite Food: Italian

I was tagged by: thelaughingmagician

There are some rules:

Rule 1: Always post the rules.

Rule 2: Answer the questions you’ve been tagged on and ask 10 new ones

Rule 3: Tag 10 new people and link them to this post.

Rule 4: Let them know they were tagged. 

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//FILLS OUT THING WHILE TACO IS GETTING A SANDWICH

ABOUT ME

► Name ➔ Christina
► Will you answer all questions truthfully ➔ Sure!
► Are you single ➔ Yes
► Are you happy ➔ Eh varies I guess
► Are you bored ➔ Sometimes
► Are you sad ➔ More than I probably should be
► Are you Italian ➔ No

► Are you German ➔ Partly
► Are you Asian ➔ Nope
► Are you angry ➔ A lot unfortunately…then again, varies

► Are you Irish ➔ I wish!
► Are your parents still married ➔ Nope

TEN FACTS
► Birth Place ➔ North Carolina
► Hair Color ➔ Dark blonde
► Eye color ➔ Hazel~
► Birthday ➔ February 3
► Mood ➔ Eh
► Gender ➔ Female
► Lefty or Righty ➔ Righty
► Summer or winter ➔ Summer
► Morning or afternoon ➔ Morning

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
► Are you in love ➔ Nope
► Do you believe in love at first sight ➔ Nah
► Who ended your last relationship ➔ Him, but we dated for a day, so does even count as a relationship? O.o
► Have you ever been hurt ➔ Yeah : /
► Have you ever broken someone’s heart ➔ Not sure
► Are you friends with your ex ➔ Yep!
► Are you afraid of commitment ➔ No not really
► Have you hugged someone within the last week? ➔ Have I? I don’t know…
► Have you ever had a secret admirer ➔ Possibly?
► Have you ever broken your own heart? ➔ Hmm…I…I don’t know! >.<

TEN CHOICES
► Love or lust ➔ Love
► Lemonade or iced tea ➔ Lemondade mmm
► Cats or Dogs ➔ Cats
► A few best friends or many regular friends ➔ Besties <3
► Television or internet ➔ Internet…cause then I can watch TV on internet :P ~jedi~
► Pepsi or Coke ➔ Coke
► Wild night out or romantic night in ➔ Wild night

► Day or night ➔ Night
► IM or Phone ➔ I IM sooo much

TEN HAVE YOU EVER
► Been caught sneaking out ➔ Once I was out of the house, yep
► Fallen off the stairs ➔ Tripped, yeah
► White water rafted ➔ Noooo! I want to though!
► Finished an entire jawbreaker ➔ They were small so sure!
► Wanted something/someone so badly it hurt? ➔ Totally dude
► Prank called a store ➔ Ha ha yes
► Skipped school ➔ Is this even a question? Duh.
► Wanted to disappear ➔ Oh yeah. Definitely.

TEN PREFERENCES
► Smile or eyes ➔ Eye porn.
► Light or dark hair ➔ Dark
► Fat or skinny ➔ Don’t really care to be honest.
► Shorter or Taller ➔ Taller
► Intelligence or Attraction ➔ Intelligence
► Jock or Nerd ➔ Hmm…I don’t care.
► Hook-up or Relationship ➔ Relationships
► Funny and poor OR rich and serious ➔ Funny and poor sounds more fun buuuut depends on the person really.

LAST

► Last Phone Call ➔ Two days ago maybe?
► Last phone call you received ➔ Mom
► Last person you hung out with ➔ Aleks I think?
► Last thing you ate ➔ Chocolate chip cookie nom nom nom
► Last thing you drank ➔ Dr. Pepper
► Last site you went to ➔ Tumblr 
► Last place you were ➔ Food Lion

RELATIONSHIPS
► Are you in a committed relationship ➔ Nope
► When was your last relationship ➔ Dude, 4 years ;_;
► Have you ever loved a guy/girl more than anything else in the world? ➔ No
► Do you still love them ➔ n/a
► Do you like someone right now ➔ Do celebs count? ;)

FAMILY
► Do you and your family get along  ➔ Eh you know how families are. Love-hate.
► Would you say you have a “messed up life”➔ I mean….no, but yes?
► Have you ever run away from home ➔ To my friend’s house
► Have you ever gotten kicked out ➔ No
► If so, how long ➔ n/a

FRIENDS
► Do you secretly hate one of your friends ➔ No
► Do you consider all of your friends good friends ➔ Yeah :)

► Who are/is your best friend(s) ➔ Aleks, Kelsi, & Mara <3

► Would you die for them ➔ In a second dude

► Who knows everything about you ➔ Nobody

Reblog and bold what applies to you:

My personality:

  • I’m loud. 
  • I’m obnoxious.
  • I’m sarcastic.
  • I’m cocky. 
  • I cry easily.
  • I have a bad temper.
  • For the most part I don’t like people.
  • I’m easy to get along with.
  • I have more enemies than friends.
  • I’ve smoked weed.
  • I drink coffee. 
  • I clean my room daily.

My appearance:

  • I wear makeup.
  • I wear a piece of jewelry at all times.
  • I wear contacts.
  • I wear glasses. 
  • I have braces. 
  • I change my hair colour often.
  • I straighten my hair often.
  • I have a piercing.


Relationships:

  • I’m in a relationship now.
  • I’m forever alone.
  • I have a crush.
  • I’m always scared of being hurt.
  • I’ve told someone I love them when I didn’t. 
  • An ex has physically abused me at least once.
  • I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
  • I’ve been in love more than two times.
  • I believe in love at first sight. 
  • I believe lust is more important than love.


Friendships:

  • I have a best friend. 
  • I have at least five good friends.
  • I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
  • I’ve beaten up a friend.
  • I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend. 
  • I can trust at least five people with my life.


Experiences:

  • I’ve been on a plane.
  • I’ve been on a train.
  • Someone close to me has died.
  • I’ve taken a taxi.
  • I’ve taken a city bus. 
  • I’ve taken a school bus.
  • I’ve gone bungee jumping.
  • I’ve made a speech.
  • I’ve been in some sort of club.
  • I’ve won an award.
  • I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight
  • I’ve been in a physical fight.


Music:

  • I listen to R&B.
  • I listen to country.
  • I listen to pop.
  • I listen to techno.
  • I listen to rock.
  • I listen to heavy metal
  • I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it. 
  • I hate the radio.
  • I listen to Dubstep.
  • I also listen to music genres not listed.


Television:

  • I spend at least six hours a day watching television.
  • I watch soap operas daily.
  • I’m in love with Days Of Our Lives.
  • I’ve seen and liked the O.C.
  • I’ve seen and like One Tree Hill.
  • I’ve seen and like The Vampire Diaries
  • I’ve seen and like Popular.
  • I’ve seen and like 24.
  • I’ve seen and like CSI.
  • I’ve seen and like Everwood.
  • I Love The Walking Dead


Family Life:

  • I get along with both of my parents.
  • My biological parents are still together.
  • I have at least one brother.
  • I have at least one sister.
  • I have at least one step brother/sister.
  • I have at least one half brother/sister
  • I’ve been kicked out of the house.
  • I’ve sworn at my parents.
  • I’ve made my parents cry.
  • I’ve lied to my parents.
  • I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
  • I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing.
  • I’ve lied to my parents so I’d be allowed out.
  • I’ve been grounded.
  • I’ve walked out while grounded.


Hair:

  • I’ve been brown. 
  • I’ve had streaks.
  • I’ve cut my hair in the past year.
  • I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
  • I’ve been blonde.
  • I’ve been black.
  • I’ve been red.
  • I’ve been light brown.
  • I’ve been blue/green.
  • I’ve gotten my hair thinned.
  • I use conditioner.
  • I’ve used silk therapy.
  • I’ve used hot oil treatments.
  • I’ve curled my hair.
  • I’ve straightened my hair.
  • I’ve ironed my hair.
  • I’ve plaited my hair.


School:

  • I’ve yelled at a teacher.
  • I’ve been suspended.
  • I’ve had an in-school suspension.
  • I’ve been sent to the head’s office.
  • I’ve walked out on class.
  • I’ve skipped an entire day
  • I’ve skipped a whole class for a month.
  • I’ve failed a test.
  • I’ve cheated on a test.
  • I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test.
  • I’ve failed Art.
  • I’ve failed P.E.
  • I’ve failed Math.
  • I’ve failed another class. 
  • A teacher has called my parents.

— Everyone has six names. —

1. your real name: Christina

2. your detective name(favorite color and favorite animal): Purple Cat

3. your soap opera name (middle name and street you live on): Renee Trevor Simpson

4. your star wars name (first three letters of last name, first two of middle name, first two of first, last three of last): Jonrechnes

5. superhero name (color of your shirt, first item to your immediate left): Gray Fan

6. goth name (black and one of your pets): Black Suger

Bold what’s true about you

You just learned a bit about me:

  • I am a cuddler.
  • I am a morning person. 
  • I am an only child.
  • I am currently in my pajamas.
  • I am currently pregnant.
  • I am left handed.
  • I am a little shy around the opposite gender at first.
  • I bite my nails.
  • I can be paranoid at times. 
  • I enjoy country music.
  • I enjoy smoothies.
  • I enjoy talking on the phone.
  • I have a car.
  • I have/had a hard time paying attention at school.
  • I have a hidden talent.
  • I have a pet. 
  • I have a tendency to fall for the “wrong” guy/girl.
  • I have all my grandparents.
  • I have been to another country.
  • I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.
  • I have or had broken a bone.
  • I have caller I.D. on my phone.
  • I have bathed someone.
  • I have changed a diaper.
  • I have changed a lot over the past year. 
  • I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.
  • I have had major/minor surgery.
  • I have killed another person. 
  • I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
  • I have had my hair cut within the last week.
  • I have mood swings
  • I have rejected someone before.
  • I like the taste of blood.
  • I love Michael Jackson. 
  • I love sleeping. 
  • I love to shop.
  • I own 100 CDs or more.
  • I own and use a library card.
  • I read books for pleasure in my spare time. 
  • I sleep a lot during the day.
  • I watch soap operas on a regular basis.
  • I work at a job that I enjoy.
  • I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
  • I am currently wearing socks.
  • I am tired. 
  • I love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt.
  • I consume at least one alcoholic drink every month. 

I have/had:

  • Graduated high school.
  • Smoked cigarettes.
  • Ridden every ride at an amusement park.
  • Collected something really stupid.
  • Gone to a concert.
  • Helped someone.
  • Spun turn tables.
  • Watched four movies in one night.
  • Been broken up with.
  • Taken a college level course
  • Been in a car accident.
  • Been in a tornado.
  • Watched someone die.
  • Been to a funeral.
  • Burned yourself.
  • Ran a marathon.
  • Your parents got divorced.
  • Cried yourself to sleep.
  • Spent over $200 in one day.
  • Cheated on someone.
  • Been cheated on.
  • Written a 10 page letter.
  • Had a best friend.
  • Lost someone you loved.
  • Skipped school.
  • Gotten in trouble for something you didn’t do.
  • Stolen books from the library.
  • Been in a mental hospital.
  • Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.
  • Fired a gun. 
  • Been in a school play.
  • Been fired from a job.
  • Taken a lie detector test.
  • Swam with dolphins.
  • Attempted suicide.
  • Read more than 20 books a year.
  • Written poetry.
  • Gone to Europe. 
  • Loved someone you couldn’t have.
  • Used a colouring book over age 12.
  • Had surgery.
  • Had stitches.
  • Taken a taxi.
  • Had more than 5 online conversations going at once.
  • Had a hamster.
  • Dyed your hair. 
  • Had something pierced.
  • Gotten straight A’s.
  • Your parents sent you to a shrink.  
  • Been handcuffed. 

My hair is naturally the color:

  • Light brown
  • Medium brown
  • Dark brown
  • Blonde
  • Black
  • Dirty blonde
  • Strawberry blonde/Ginger
  • Multicoloured

My eyes are:

  • Brown
  • Blue/Grey
  • Green
  • Hazel
  • Light brown
  • A combination of things

I am:

  • Male
  • Female
  • Other 

People sometimes label me as:

  • Slut
  • Girly
  • Ugly
  • Nerd
  • Other

Some of my biggest fears are:

  • Spiders/other insects
  • Dying
  • Doctor/Dentist appointments
  • Hospitals
  • Needles
  • Disease 
  • Being alone in the dark
  • Heights
  • Small spaces
  • Oceans/large bodies of water
  • Holes
  • Large animals
  • Small animals
  • Open spaces
  • Lightning

I have:

  • A friend with benefits
  • A laptop in my room 
  • A television in my room 
  • Good grades
  • My own car
  • Married parents
I prefer popcorn to be sort of cold rather than hot
I have 6 blogs - 4 of them are RP, one is dedicated to Bones, and of course this one, my personal blog
I have been wearing the same ring on my finger who 2&#160;1/2 years and when I take it off, I feel naked without it&#8230;so I basically never take it off
If I could move anywhere, it would be the coast of SC or England
If I were to marry any celebrity, it would be Matthew Gray Gubler
Pasta is my favorite food
I write fan fics of Supernatural where I include myself as a hunter. By the way, Dean doesn&#8217;t really like me and my sister was killed by a demon and now I am hunting it down
The password to my computer is &#8220;Moose&#8221; and my icon is this: 
Certain people I have met here on tumblr have really changed me and I talk to them every day on AIM. I&#8217;ve basically adopted them as my family. I love them all! &lt;3
I think one day when I am married and I have a loving husband and child, I want to adopt

  1. I prefer popcorn to be sort of cold rather than hot
  2. I have 6 blogs - 4 of them are RP, one is dedicated to Bones, and of course this one, my personal blog
  3. I have been wearing the same ring on my finger who 2 1/2 years and when I take it off, I feel naked without it…so I basically never take it off
  4. If I could move anywhere, it would be the coast of SC or England
  5. If I were to marry any celebrity, it would be Matthew Gray Gubler
  6. Pasta is my favorite food
  7. I write fan fics of Supernatural where I include myself as a hunter. By the way, Dean doesn’t really like me and my sister was killed by a demon and now I am hunting it down
  8. The password to my computer is “Moose” and my icon is this:

     
  9. Certain people I have met here on tumblr have really changed me and I talk to them every day on AIM. I’ve basically adopted them as my family. I love them all! <3
  10. I think one day when I am married and I have a loving husband and child, I want to adopt

— About Me Cute —

blaineandilikefootball:

LAYER ONE : THE OUTSIDE
- Name: 
Christina
- Eye Color: Hazel
- Hair Style/Color: Long blonde, wavy
- Height: 6 feet tall
- Clothing style: It really depends on my mood, actually. Some days I can go in a tee and some shorts. Other days jeans and sweaters, or tees.
- Best physical feature: My eyes

LAYER TWO: THE INSIDE
- Your fears: I don’t care about me dying, to be honest. I can die and I won’t be that scared. But the death of others is constantly on my mind. I’ve never had anyone close me die, not even my grandparents. Well, two of my grandfathers are dead but I was very young. I’m so scared of how I am going to take it, to lose them, and what deep, dark place I will go to.
- Your guilty pleasure: I like listening to music and day dreaming.
- Ambitions for the future: Best-selling author

LAYER THREE: THOUGHTS
- Your first thoughts waking up: Oh, God, what time is it? Did someone take my laptop?
- What you think about most: Like I said, the fear of death is always on my mind.
- What you think about before bed: I always imagine little senarios to help me sleep, such as being a hunter with Sam and Dean, or I am a waitress at Merlotte’s and Jared Padalecki is a vampire named Dean, and most recently Loki has fallen to earth and I am the only human he really likes and trusts.
- You think your best quality is: People seem to trust me and confide in me. I’m always there for people and when I think something is wrong, I confront them about it.

LAYER FOUR: WHAT’S BETTER?
- Single or group dates:
  I guess both aren’t bad
- To be loved or respected: I want to be respected.

- Beauty or brains: I’d rather have brains, although maybe beauty doesn’t hurt
- Dogs or cats: Cats, yaaaaaay!

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?

- Lie: Sometimes, not most of the time.
- Believe in yourself: Yes, absoutely.
- Believe in love: Yes
- Want to find someone: I would like to

LAYER SIX: EVER?
- Been on stage: Yes…never again…I am a very nervous person
- Done drugs: Nope, never will.
- Changed who you were to fit in: Yeah, I have. I always felt like an outcast in high school.

LAYER SEVEN: FAVORITES
- Favorite color: Purple!
- Favorite animal: Cats < 3
- Favorite movie: NO.
- Favorite tv show(s): Lost, Supernatural, True Blood, Criminal Minds, Bones, The Mentalist, Person of Interest, The Golden Girls, Frasier, Doctor Who, Sherlock, Once Upon A Time, The Walking Dead, American Horror Story, Being Human, Revenge, The Late Late Show With Craig Ferguson

LAYER EIGHT: AGE
- Day your next birthday will be: February 3
- How old will you be: 19
- Age you lost your virginity: I am actually a virgin and I am proud of it!

LAYER NINE: IN A BOY OR GIRL

- Best personality: Someone who is fearless, has respect for me, kind, smart, open-minded, and a one woman type of guy.
- Best eye color: I personally like green
- Best hair color: I like my guys with brunette hair
- Best thing to do with a partner: Did I mention I was a virgin? Fine…kissing….touching…hair pulling…missionary ;)

LAYER TEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE

- I love: Lost so much it’s the best show ever
- I feel: Lonely
- I hide: my real feelings because I just can’t talk to my family
- I miss: the days of my childhood…everything was so perfect
- I wish: I could fly away to Neverland

virgovampire:

santress:

“Skarsgard…up next!  @ Naval Station Pearl Harbor”  

Pop Sugar @ twitter

Me looking like that getting the questions below <3

This tag is to get to know the person behind the blog better. As with any tagging game there are rules:

Rule 1 - Post the rules.

Rule 2 - Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post and then make 11 new ones.

Rule 3 - Tag 11 people and link them to your post.

Rule 4 - Let them know you’ve tagged them.

I think most have had these, and hsm7 and notjusttheblood tagged me, blushing and thanking ;) I will tag some, but if you have answered others and don’t feel like it anymore or my questions are annoying or something, then feel free to just not do them ;)  

1)  What’s your favorite book?

Books, I have a lot, it’s hard to pick just one so here’s a few more. “Sophie’s World” by Jostein Gaarder, about a very young girl that litterally travels trough the world of philosophy. “A Treatise on Cosmic Fire” by Alice A. Bailey, a theosophist who ‘writes’ for ‘someone on the other side’, someone a little futher down the road than most. I have read a lot of AAB’s books including “Glamour : a world problem” and “A treatise on white magic” and I am a theosophist myself, but ‘Comic Fire’  is my mountain and I havent finished it yet and I bought it years ago! “The Power of Now” and “A New Earth” by Eckhart Tolle, flew through those, but they set of something in me I hate dealing with, and that’s both good and bad. 

2) Have you ever wished for a “do-over”? If so, what was it?

I have had my ‘own’ Eric a few years ago, tall and amazing, we were together for more than a year and I singlehandedly messed it up. I really, really regret that!

3) Is there anything about you that you would like to change?

My temper, I go teen-emotionel all the time and that is terrible!

4) What is it about your best friend that makes them “best”?

They calm me down, and we let eachother be as we are.

5) What personality traits do you like in people?

Calmness, wildness, humor, ability to flirt and twinkle a lot, depth and the wisdom to both tell the truth wisely and/or lie even more wisely, if a higher and more ‘loving truth’ calls for it!

6) Blonds, brunettes, or redheads or no preference?

I prefer blonds but all is okay!

7) Facial hair or no facial hair?

No facial hair although a little is cute on many and especially Alexander, but I’d rather they have none at all!

8) What’s your greatest accomplishment…so far :)?

My sons, my ‘many’ lives so far, I’ve lived with 3 men (not at the same time) and have dated and had boyfriends before them, inbetween them and after them … a lot, like in really a lot ;) So I gave my self a time out, and that is a great accomplishment for me. So along came True Blood and Alexander about 6 month ago and he or rather what he represents, is where I put EVERY SINGLE feeling etc. I have in that direction, at the moment! I thank him for being there to do that for me, thank god he is So Big, he can take it I believe :)

9) What makes you happy?

My sons and family, Spring, Summer, the beach, intelligent and/or wise and happy people, True Blood, Alexander/Eric, Tumblr, coffe, men, flirting, desire, passion, falling in love, kissing, making ‘love’ (or simply just being as Primal as possible with a passion that’s bigger and more insisting than Anything), and reading about ‘pocket’ philosophi, psychologi, religion and spiritual science like theosophy!

10) What makes you sad?

Injustice. Stale, bigoted, biased, judgemental etc. mindsets whether it just are there or because of culture, religion, family, politics or anything else you have not completely thought of and believe to the core yourself before just chanting empty words, that really are indifferent at best and dangerous at worst! And it makes me sad that I don’t live up to all that myself, but I try ;)

My questions to others and do feel free to answer even if I forgot to tag you, I an very curious and almost need to read the answers myself:

1. Do you believe in life after ‘death’, what do you believe happens? And reincarnation, do you believe and if so what kind?

I think it is possible to be reincarnated. Some people who appear as old souls, for example, have been some to be reincarnated. But if I had to chose to be in paradise in heaven or to be put back on earth, I’d want to stay in heaven.

2. Do you believe in karma of any kind?

Yes, I do. People who treat others bad, or do terrible things deserve what they get coming towards them.

3. What is heaven and/or hell to you?

Heaven is  place where we go to live in paradise, to reunite with the ones we love and lost. A place where we can feel the energy of God and angels surounding as with joy, warmth, and light.

Hell, however, is an evil place surrounded by darkness, hatred, fear, repulsive creatures, and every man and woman who has done terrible deeds while they were alive on God’s good earth.

4. How do you think of the time were you were the most in love ever, and did you succesfully translate the ‘state’ into love and a real relationship?

I’ve actully only ever had one real boyfriend, but we only went out for two weeks before I broke up with him. We only held hands and hugged.

But I am most in love when I go to sleep and imagine myself dating then marrying Matthew Gray Gubler, or when I date Sam Winchester in my Supernatural huntress fantasy.

5. Do you believe you can have both, love and being in love at the same time in the long run?

I think so, yes. I believe if you are feeling the love with your partner, and your love continues to grow and push through, you can feel that you are being in love.

6. Francesco Alberoni believes that a crush (being in love) is a positive projektion of narcissistic emotions, in other words you kind of are in love with yourself (too), because of what you believe the other person makes you feel. Do you think there is a truth to that?

Hmm, this is a very good question, I like it. I suppose it is possible you are in love with how you feel. I’ve probably felt that way before, but I currently have no example.

7. Can you lie, if so why? If not why? Who to you serve the most telling the truth or lie, the truth, what truth, your self or the other person? Do you believe you call tell what is best at any point for someone else?

I think lieing is a 50/50 good-bad thing. Everyone says lieing is bad. But if we told th truth all of the time, about every little thing from the way someone dresses, to a weird facial feature…then that would be so hurtful. Sometimes we lie to protect people, and that’s the best lie we can tell.

8. What do you prefer is you connection to others especially the love of your life, hope, history, family ties, other ‘bond’, a marriage licence, children, the mortgage on the house and other stuff or like in True Blood the ‘blood bond’ etc. or only love, true intent and the free will? 

I like this question, too. It’s interesting. I want my connections with others based upon our trust for one another, free will, faith, and of course love and passion.

9. Do you like to be sure of your love, completely, is/were your love that of you?

Of course! But I’m only 18 and haven’t had much, if any at all, experince in the love department.

10. I believe that way most relationsships are not equal in love, it’s like one always loves the other one a little or much more than the other. Do you believe that and if not, lucky you ;) If you do believe that as well, what position do you often find yourself in (the pull or push one) and what would you prefer and do you think it is possible to be be equal and/or take turns? 

I think people love others in different ways, and sometimes it may seem like one loves the other move. We love different aspects of each other - humor, kindness, generosity, looks, tastes in music..that sort of thing. But at the same time, when we don’t feel the love, the other person might feel it, and that’s when it probably feels like someone loves the other more.

I do think it is posible to love equally. As for taking turns…hmm…I don’t really think so. How wouldthat work anyways, you know?

I really like these questions, virgovampire (sorry, I don’t know your actually name, lol). Thank you for tagging me!

— Ten Facts About Me (: —

1) I like popcorn when it’s a few hours old

2) I prefer horror/war/suspense movies to comedy (comedy makes me feel weird, can’t explain it)

3) Music is my everything - it’s what I thrive off of, my drug, and it just does something to me

4) When  go to bed, I think of different scenarios to help me get to sleep

5) I swear in some sort of manner I am psychic i.e. when I think of something, it usually happens or someone says what I am thinking

6) I dig English accents

7) I made a Twitter just so I could follow who I like

8) I’d rather be a vampire than a werewolf (just throwing that out there)

9) I enjoy typing up a lot of role plays (Criminal Minds, Lost, Supernatural)

10) I play piano by ear and via youtube tutorials, but I can’t read notes